I should have known that this day was going to suck. Friday, the 13th. 🤬 I think that I should limit my words about this day because most of them are not considered suitable in a blog. My eldest actually asked me Wednesday, why have I been so quiet lately and I still told her I’m battling to sleep and trying to rest and avoid a complete crash…
My youngest, unlike her sister, does not recognise all the signs when I’m heading for that crash and as fresh teenagers do, she pushes all buttons to just to see how far she can push it…tik-tok, tik-tok…BOOM💣💥 She always get’s to press the Boom button, not her fault, just shitty luck I guess. Remember there can be no Boom without those tik’s and tok’s and it’s those little niggly irritations slowly building up until an explosion is inevitable. And now the grey wriggly matter in my head is all porridge like thinking to phone my oldest, while busy on my banking app and transferring airtime to a phone she has not used in nearly 2 years 🙄 Yay…I can look forward to a couple days of doing stuff like that…🥳 (I’m being sarcastic, in case you missed it…) But that’s not why I’m blogging today. I want to share my ride home, after dropping my daughter at her friend’s house – responsible me, keeping her safe from possible left-over shrapnel from the earlier explosion…
So as I’m driving off after dropping her, a familiar beat starts on the radio…man, this brings back memories and I turn the volume all the way up! Fuck the 13th, it’s Friday and I remember the excitement a Friday would bring, just bursting with possibilities of a crazy, adventurous weekend! I remember it started on a Friday morning on my way to work, singing along to loud music admiring how beautiful the world is. On Fridays the sky would always be an intense, sapphire blue and the trees next to the road would sway with vibrant, velvet green leaves! Always in an awesome mood and laughing because it’s Friday, and baby tonight…
🎶Tonight I’m going to give it my all…I might drink a little more than I should tonight…reach for the stars and if I don’t grab’em, at least I’ll fall on top of the world! I want everything tonight…For all we know we might not get tomorrow🎶 Let’s do it tonight!
😊Silly song I know, but It lifted my mood! I’m still fatigued with a critically low battery, would probably still do confusing shit until I feel more rested…but it was an awesome memory and let’s stay positive – It’s Friday, I’m in a good mood and tonight, baby tonight…I will likely get into bed while the sun is still setting, binge on some Netflix and chocolate and spend the night with the usual gang – my two Dachs-Hooligan girls! Sounds perfect!🥰
